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January 6th, 2004

03:07 am
dammit, d'arcy just puked on my bed. at 3 AM.


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January 2nd, 2004

06:49 pm - serious dilemma!
i need black pants, where should i get them?

i want black pants i can wear with t shirts and stuff but still also wear with button up shirts and look nice at work.

ive tried the gap and express, no luck there. any ideas?

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05:28 pm

im psyched.

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December 31st, 2003

12:01 am

whats going on for new years eve?!

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December 30th, 2003

02:39 am
lately i feel like all im good for is letting people down.
have i said this before?

1) went to viewing for the 16 year old boy that was killed in the car wreck in bloomington.
2) drove home.
3) failed to clean my room.
4) had "conversation" with erica.
5) attempted to divert drama,
6) received surprise information.

i feel like ive been beaten with the hopeless stick. i'm sick of disappointing people. im sick of this year. im sick of feeling clueless and pathetic. im sick of feeling like i care too much.

id like for just one thing for me to follow through, id like to feel complete and happy in one area of my life. right now nothing looks close to that.
Current Mood: sorry

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December 29th, 2003

11:49 pm - all i wanted was an apology and a step forward.
hi, this weekend has been hard already,
why dont you just go ahead and rip out some of my sutures?

its all about you, after all.
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
Current Music: Unwed Sailor - Early Day Miners - Chris Bennett - Chandelier

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11:01 pm - forgetting & forgotten.
i'm in a cynical mood.

he kept saying,
"the game's over dude, the game's over."
Current Mood: cynicalcynical
Current Music: Unwed Sailor - Early Day Miners - Chris Bennett - Chandelier

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December 25th, 2003

04:18 pm
Merry Christmas, Baby!

-this from my dad, i'm way into it.
-big gold and silver belt buckle with the letter "R" in the middle, also into it.
-undies from VS
-memory card for the mp3 player
-portable cd/tape player
-small drill set for crafts! i am now a handywoman.
-MAC makeup and bag (!!!)
-NICE makeup brushes
-facial set
-sewing machine carrier
-pajamas + a blanket for when im sitting in front of the computer at 3 am and our house is freezing because my mom keeps the temperatures at arctic levels
-money from my brother
-LOTTERY TICKETS from which i won $22

...and lots of little things like candy and socks and disposable cameras from my stocking.

i'm going to look for cowboy boots on ebay now.

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December 24th, 2003

02:11 am - everybody's doing it- so why can't we?

basically this year sucked for me in so many more ways than you can imagine, and im ready to move on. seriously. WORST YEAR EVER.

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December 22nd, 2003

01:09 am
need a new layout. any volunteers?

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